small room to rent in Vista B

hey guys...there's small room for rent in Vista Komanwell B..great place to study and nice facility provided..nice cozy home made for people who loves kind of house that makes you feel at home..Internet ..TV...and nice yet modern kitchen for you to prepare your nice meal.Not only that it is a great place for study environment too.. call or Sms at 014-3926240 or 016- 2252148

this is what i feel when piece of shit throwed at me....

i really felt angry and breathless whenever people doesnt know how to think about another people going through..what they know is throw the trouble that they made up to you and ended up i look like a bastard..a type bastard that people call me...i had to go through lots and lots of stuff..hey..i am not the only one whose having these responsibility ...how i wish i could just ran out of it..but no way right??i hate people who knows how to say they are what they are but never reflect back when they start throwing responsibility...totally hideous human on earth that not supposed to belong here...i cant imagine i had to cause a cat fight with the person that i dont even wanna talk too..ended up i look like bitch making small things to a big things and finding solution to solve things out..ewwwwwwwwwwwww....how i wish Scott is here...but i know when i pray to Jesus when i needed him them most ...he sent me his holy spirit...after the fight with I ...i felt that she is great but too bad i provoke her fire for nothing because of idiot that came out with problem..instead she calm and cool me down and even blast me back again..she know i was stress .

Interacial lovers...showing off or for real ???

hmmm...i really aint got a comment on this stuff cause i am a mix myself..i am mix blood of three different countries..well i think dating someone who is out of your world is something nice to leave and drown with it.It makes you open more to the world and it makes you feel so good about it learning people 's world like their cultures and more...no doubt that we say now is year 2000 and everyone is so damn open minded but et ther's lot of interacial couple find it is hard when they had to face their differences in terms of believes,religion,bla bla...and the list goes on but dude ..this is not a lame excuse lol...believe me ..when comes to love everything can settle..differences can be overcome..i believe this couple really have to open to each other if there's anything to bring p before to put their relationship further on..but somehow if you shut up and be silent ..problem is always they and your children are the one whose affected..believe me and this is what happen to my parents..differences and mentality.my mom is also a mix blood of two countaries.she comes from a luxury family and with a different belief.well my dad is a english educated chinese who comes from average to wealthy family.My dad learn hardship because chinese believes that money dont come easy...differences and belief break their marriage which ended up in so many battle and misunderstanding until now..pity dad.what i can say is this type of love or couple..once they love each other they really do in love but once they break ..too bad..either they make up as friends or enemies..same goes to me..i cant choose..most of my ex are different races..but due to my weird taste i am happy being with someone who really do open to any culture..i love them for their free easy going mind and lifestyle..i love the maturity that they put out which really kills me to the max..i have my mind on love and being in love with diffferent skin colour..i guess i just trap in a community that accept changes...hey love is blind but dont blind yourself .....that why i love him

my meeting with him

I met Scott and i was really happy to meet him.we hang out together..we talk and do things that people do.believe me or not..i start to feel for him.before this it was just a game made for fun..dude not because i like white guys...but having Scott with me makes me feel so secure and made me a me that i never see before..i was so timid and small..i never talk..but i stare at him as if there is no tommorow..watching movies with him and he would had grab and hold my hand throughout the movies till i fall asleep...he would keep asking me whether he 's hair is still nice and soft ? he would just lie on me and watch his movies..champagne would be a must must when we meet...but the last meeting was quite vulnerable to me when he really open up to me..i still can see that he have feeling for the other girl..but she is attached.. but i couldnt do anything..maybe it is time for him to settle down ...no more game..but definately not with me...i know who am i ..and where i stand..letting go is the thing .i just want him to be happy..he deserves lots..i do like him...

failure or another challenge fromHIM???

my grades are dropping to the max to the extend of nothing i can do...all i can do is just put a maximum strength and workloads in my revision.wonder how is assignment...Sungai Buloh was okie okie..lots of controversy happened through out this period...but what do i care....i miss home and i miss my spirituallity that i admired myself the most..whre s JESUS?