this is what i feel when piece of shit throwed at me....

i really felt angry and breathless whenever people doesnt know how to think about another people going through..what they know is throw the trouble that they made up to you and ended up i look like a bastard..a type bastard that people call me...i had to go through lots and lots of stuff..hey..i am not the only one whose having these responsibility ...how i wish i could just ran out of it..but no way right??i hate people who knows how to say they are what they are but never reflect back when they start throwing responsibility...totally hideous human on earth that not supposed to belong here...i cant imagine i had to cause a cat fight with the person that i dont even wanna talk too..ended up i look like bitch making small things to a big things and finding solution to solve things out..ewwwwwwwwwwwww....how i wish Scott is here...but i know when i pray to Jesus when i needed him them most ...he sent me his holy spirit...after the fight with I ...i felt that she is great but too bad i provoke her fire for nothing because of idiot that came out with problem..instead she calm and cool me down and even blast me back again..she know i was stress .