Today someone ask me..which part of my life i wanna change...lots..lots that i regret but one thing i will never change is Jesus and my daddy.i wish there's always a turning..god has HIS plan...i woldnt meet HIM if my parents is not divorced.i wouldnt positive if HE never drill m up wit family problems and money. i sat with Praveena and told her how i wish i could have start from zero to build my own identity...i hated how my family used to be and even now..i tired telling lies that my family is a happy family.deep down..my father ..this little short boy tore of his heart and break his heart few trillion times i could have seen..For what such reason that Jesus wanna drill this old man..but one miracle i could see it coming is daddy approaching HIM slowly..i am happy despite of all the fuss made up by other people even his own blood...why people say children is the greatest gift..i would have say child is not the greatest for my dad...how i wish to say to people to leave my dad alone ..stop torturing him.Jesus ..i beg you to have mercy on him my father..i love you Jesus for you have taken care of us.we are not that strong for you to drill us but i glad we learn through a lot.hope people out there knows how to appreciate.
i would wanna change who my mom is..i am sorry to say so..i would wanna change who is my big sister is..i would wanna change my name ..i would wanna change my citizen...i would wanna CHange and change everything i have...do i have any...Yes i have Jesus and Daddy to be with me...
But you know what..i faith in Jesus..things gonna be alright and better ...not only alright..it is gonna be perfectly awesome.my family gonna come back in a better shape worshiping Jesus ..i just have to keep on believing
Daddy gonna live his life just the way he wanted it..He is too good..i hated it when there's no sense of appreciation..
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