i do .. i do

today was suprising...the first time i watch xiaxue marriage video..i was kinda ermm say to myself..i might wanna settle down one day with someone that Jesus arrange for me..i was hoping i really get what i want especially the ones that really fits my criteria...hmmm i definitely wants to go for a stable ones..makes me misses scott J so much but too bad he not into Jesus just like i wanted it..things dont go the way you want it...the road will never be straight..
here's a thing that i got from somewhere after thinking about it...



i want A MAN ....
who Loves Jesus more than me

a man who knows how to appreciate the things I do for him.
a man who pampers me with something that money can't buy
a man who knows his mistakes and try to make it right.
a man who can be my pillow whenever i need someone to lean on.
a man who knows when to give in and let down his pride.
a man who'd communicate, listen and respond
a man who respects me, my family and his.
a man who enjoys what life has to offer.
a man who can say yes or no instead of 'anything'.
a man who won't keep me waiting though the day or night.
a man who (at least) try figure out what's going on inside me and resolve it.
a man who help the relationship work when it gets tough
a man who'd never lay his hand on woman
a man who works hard and plans well for his future
a man who is motivated
a man who doesn't treat me like a child
a man who doesn't easily give up
a man who love me for what i am instead of trying to change me into his image.
a man who takes responsibility for his actions
a man who gives me freedom that I need.
a man who loves me with no doubts.